There's something weird about being a neurotic. When you want to be liked, so very liked, then doing something like blogging out your mind's dung heap might be the last thing on your mind.

People might not like you. Maybe you haven't had a shower. And you're making a vid on youtube. You feel dirty inside.

But then again, we're the narcissistic generation. We're supposed to do this. We're all playing the same game. Building a legacy, whatever. But that's just me being a neurotic again.

No rest for the weary.